yesterday morning my mood was abit rotten i din feel like going to work. it was so rotten that i haf decided to resort to calling my frenz to cheer me up. before i left home i had a nice short chat wif farzi on e phone. gosh i do really miss him. miss having all my frenz around me too. this sat is my day off work and its his 22nd bdae bbq event at east coast. so lookin forward to dat. hope all my beloved frenz can make it then. anyway tnx for e comforting words abt work, farzi. i needed that. who else better to turn to in times like this than ur close frenz rite?


ive drained my pocket money. the food near at my wkplc is so ex. and im a pig at food. so ive turned to packing lunch nowadays. its such a hassle. im such a lazy girl. haha. self proclaimed lazy ass..


on the way to work i wasnt feeling quite pacified yet. i talked to 3 frenz on my cell asking them to psycho me to skip work today. the people sitting around me in the bus must haf thought i was a genuine nutcase. somehow i had that 'feeling' tt something terrible is awaiting for me. but naturally good frenz dont teach me bad things. so i ended up at work anyway. the worst thing was tt i was late. the stupid bus service 16 made me wait for a freaking half hour. i almost gave up to cross over to plaza singapura side of the road to grab a bus home at 1.30 when the stupid bus appeared at the horizon, crawling towards parkmall bus stop. lucky im not that pro on profanity or i would haf spat a dozen on that bus. hah. but what can i do. things happen for a reason.


but things didnt even turn out that well at work. my mood was already so rotten. some seniors practiced their bossy-ness on e which left me wif a black face. but lucky my lovely colleagues were there to cheer me up. im gona love u guys. muackz! somemore one senior anyhow change somebody nice's break time wif a senior that i just had a silent row wif earlier [i wont mention names here] my face got even blacker then. things just got worse. but being me, i decided to make the best out of a bad situation. i talked to her even tho i felt like turning away. and things got better. i felt better aft tt. even tho i got piles of clothes to fold and my back felt like breaking. im a happy girl once again..i enjoy being introverted..my feelings and thoughts comes from within me and i have total control of my emotions..even tho sometimes i jz let them loose coz well im a girl after all..and i owe lots to farzi's advice earlier this morning..tnx again bro..


work has shagged alot of my shine. i feel ive lost my life. but its like tt when i want to be 'hamba duit'..what do i have to complain about. i asked for it. and finding work ist easy. getting a job is even harder. and i wana keep mine till another door of opportunity opens for me. i hope it happens soon. im crying out loud. i need a life! but i like my workplc. i enjoy my work. the customer service work..not the folding clothes part..heh..but then again..work isnt that bad..ive got nice colleagues i can rely on for a nice gossip or two..but mainly we enjoy our work more than we complain about bossy seniors..tts what makes my time at work worthwhile..


i hope im not losing weight..